Thanks all for your replies. Sometimes the thoughts whirl round and round my head and I need this forum to get them out.

Then you guys shake the wheat from the chaf...thanks again x

I am changing to be the best man I can be and the best Dad to our boys:

I put S8 to bed tonight and he spontaneously said 'ILY Daddy' ...first time for a long time and I nearly cried.

The boys and I are really connecting. We had fun today on a 10 mile bike ride with a stop in the Park.

I'm working away until Wed pm...then back to see my boys. I can GAL with work colleagues who I meet one or twice a year for the next two nights....should be good.


Me49 W45
T15 M13
S11 S8
BD 11/15/11 & 3/27/12
Moved out 4/9/12 Moved back 4/23/12
W working on US 5/20/12 Now Piecing!
May-Oct14 drifting
Dec 14 W agrees to more QT
BD Oct15 ILYBINILWY
W filed 1/25/16