Thanks all for your replies. Sometimes the thoughts whirl round and round my head and I need this forum to get them out.
Then you guys shake the wheat from the chaf...thanks again x
I am changing to be the best man I can be and the best Dad to our boys:
I put S8 to bed tonight and he spontaneously said 'ILY Daddy' ...first time for a long time and I nearly cried.
The boys and I are really connecting. We had fun today on a 10 mile bike ride with a stop in the Park.
I'm working away until Wed pm...then back to see my boys. I can GAL with work colleagues who I meet one or twice a year for the next two nights....should be good.
Me49 W45 T15 M13 S11 S8 BD 11/15/11 & 3/27/12 Moved out 4/9/12 Moved back 4/23/12 W working on US 5/20/12 Now Piecing! May-Oct14 drifting Dec 14 W agrees to more QT BD Oct15 ILYBINILWY W filed 1/25/16