Had a fun night at work. It has been a couple of months since having a fun anything. Mornings are still awful. Am I the only one who struggles early in the day? Feeling a little better about my house. Getting some furniture in here helps. Having a cleaning crew in tomorrow. I feel like I need to clean a little to avoid looking like too big of a slob.
Going to try to do some divorce paperwork today. Is there anything harder than planning the destruction of your family? Taking a hatchet to all that we built for fifteen years. Why does it have to be so hard. It would be easier to give up and let her have everything.
I am telling my right foot to move in front of the other. Then my left foot.........
M:53 W:47 M:15 years. S:18 S's: 30 & 28 from previous marriage. BD: 3/14 Divorced January 17.
