This is tougher than I imagined..

[Cherry]

Thank you. Yeah it really is an uphill climb. Some days we seem good. Others, well I think my anxiety creeps in. I over read every signal. Or I miss the romantic days of how he used to pull me close and make me feel the most incredible woman. When I talked to him about this, he pointed out that I concentrate on what he doesn't do- I don't think of what he does do. And he is right with that.
I must admit I feel I'm slipping back into bad old habits. I've started more GAL activities. And I guess although we need our us time- I need him to see the strong woman again.