Hello all, D4's birthday party was a giant success. It was great to see d4 have so much fun with her friends. D4 was so surprised when I walked out in my Prince Charming costume. Things went smoothly with XW throughout the party.
In the afternoon, XW calls me from the beach to tell me that she is sad because she misses our family. I asked if she wanted to talk about it. She said yes. XW saw some families together at the beach and she said she is afraid she will never have that again. XW then states that she knows I will have that again in a second. I respond by saying that it takes a while to find happiness. I admit that I miss our family too especially on days like today. We talk for a few more minutes and then I wish her a good day.
I still don't know if I'm divorced LOL. I checked the court website and it shows it as pending. I just keep on keeping on. I feel that I am getting better at viewing XW as a closed chapter but conversations like today still impact me emotionally.
Me:35 W:30 D:4 S:1 Bomb: 01/08/15, discovered EA & PA In House Separation: 01/14/15 W moves out: 04/05/15 I tell OM's W about A: 04/15/15 W serves D papers: 06/19/15 Mediation: 09/16/15 D final: 12/01/15
