Hello again everyone. It's been 7 months since BD, about 6 months separated. I really don't have much new to report. Just continuing on in my own train of life. Taking things day by day and enjoying my time with my daughters, my family, and my friends (old and new).
I still come on and read some of your stories, and i thought I'd leave these thoughts for those that haven't been on this path this long.
Looking back, when I started this, I felt like my STBX was taking everything from me. But now I realize that I gave it all to her: my happiness, my sense of pride, my dignity, my self-worth. Everything. Willingly.
But now that I have it all back, I realize now that I'm ok. I miss her. I miss us. But in the place of where she was, there's lots of different things and people that are providing me with the things I need to be and stay happy.
You guys all got this. Don't give your S more of you than they deserve.
