Hi RD, well actually I'm online just as you're posting! I survived the ghost tour without mishap and also had a nice lunch with my friend. I've been at the bookstore again today and we had record takings!! I made a minor conquest. Smiled at a customer and said how are you doing today. He said - wow, I'm doing great after such a lovely smile from you & that's really set me up for the day getting such a nice smile from a lovely young lady....
I'm back on an even keel again thank you. I do find it hard to hear from H now. We are so seldom in touch I find it stressful when he contacts me. But I learn more each time and will get better at this. He didn't come back to me after I responded to him. I did wonder whether to ask if there is any problem supplying these accounts, but I think I'll just leave him to it and see what if anything gets produced.
If and when we D, I don't plan to be in contact with him at all. I'll keep in touch with SS for sure, but it won't work for me to be in contact with H if he is off building a new life with someone else. For sure, that is a big benefit of not having kids together. If we don't R, I never have to see him again & I'm glad about that.
I'm in tonight and a friend has lent me Far from the Madding Crowd on DVD, so it's a proper girly night in with a period drama. Hope you are having a good weekend xox
Last edited by Sotto; 10/17/1505:24 PM.
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus
