Hi PP. just caught up on your sitch and many congrats. 9 months and going strong. Well done mate. Very well done
I've read through and the loneliness is a bit of a tough one. Of course I get you miss W and the associated closeness but why lonely. Is it W or is it someone to share things with Is it W or is it you don't feel complete Is it W or is it physical touch with another person. My point is feeling lonely is just that , a feeling of more accurately a thought process I've read you posts about not wanting to spend time with W at hand overs and yet when they go quick and easy your not happy. I totally get this and it happened today I didn't want to see EXW and yet when I did I felt that loneliness start to come over me. I recognised it as a thought process and shifted my mind else'ware. Never easy but can be done
I'm very impressed by your journey and again well done on the 9 months
