Wow a night filled with bad dreams. All of three of them with one central theme that w has been lying to me the entire time since BD. Now I wake up with my head spinning and probably a few days away from receiving the first draft of the separation agreement. I have been contemplating hiring someone to find out if there is an affair talking place as it will affect the support payments I will have to make to her. If I look at everything as a big picture the writing is on the wall.

I also need to decide how I handle how she is talking so great about her new house to the kids and getting them excited. I know it is to avoid the sad part but it makes me become the forgotten parent. Especially when I really took the high road with the conversation to the kids.

M 37
W 34

T 12
M 8
D 7
S 4

Need break 4/12/15
W no ring 7/7/15

Separate room 4/12/15
Separate living suggested 8/15
W moved out 11/1/15