Journaling. Majority of our social life is amongst our kids’ friends’ parents. None of them know of sit. None of them have any idea since we are seen together in public (more specific, together but no public affection like holding hands or a kiss) and appear “happy”.
Yesterday, W asked for some cash to pick-up food (restaurant only accepts cash) for a casual dinner party with friends. My response was yes but don’t you have cash (in my mind thinking you withdrew $2k).
I realize we spend so much time together but learning to let go. Another small 180 I have been doing for past several weeks is I do not text her unless she initiates.
