Ancaire, I am right there with you when you say his determination has been getting rid of you. I feel like even if my H wanted me back right now, he has done so much damage to my reputation, and has so many people believing his side of the story that it will be really hard to recover from this with any pride left. I am willing to swallow my pride, have been doing it for 8 months now, don't think he will do it.
