I'm still trying to think of a truthful answer! I got nothing. I guess I can pull something out of the past. I used to say he was kind, gentle, loyal, faithful, compassionate, a fantastic father, great sense of humor, intelligent, fun to be around, etc...
He's voided all of those out for me. I haven't seen any of those qualities in months. I guess I can say he's determined. If only he determination hadn't been spent on getting rid of me.
I'm pretty angry with him today. Nothing has happened, it's just all the crap he's pulled is circling around in my head. I'm ready to be Divorced at the moment. I'm tired of being treated badly, tired of his crap, and tired of having to be the strong, forgiving one.
Yes, I know. It will pass. I didn't sleep last night. The nausea and sleeplessness are back full force, just like after BD. I kept a cracker down today. Yeah.
