ahh the holidays, I am not looking forward to this. I have asked w what she wanted to do and she typically responded, i dont know.

I am going to figure out the schedule then i think i am going to have to surround myself with family and be very busy so i can not dwell on things. I know it will have to be forced but i know better than being alone and having a pity party.


M 37
W 34

T 12
M 8
D 7
S 4

Need break 4/12/15
W no ring 7/7/15

Separate room 4/12/15
Separate living suggested 8/15
W moved out 11/1/15