LBH w/ a WW trying to save my M (2)

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Thanks Cali, I believe I'm making progress everyday and I'm trying to focus on D4, me and on the positives. Had a really good afternoon/ evening. Didn't hardly think about her at all. I hit the casino and played poker til the wee hours of the morning, didn't get home til 5am. Of course this means I slept about 40 minutes before needing to go to work but a day of Rockstars and fat burning pills will push me through .

I'm feeling the indifference. I'm settling into a place where I know there is an end to this and I will either have a W who shows true remorse, repentance and a commitment to pursuing a very healthy self and M or she won't and I won't have to put up with her BS every day. Either way I'm not going back to the abusive M I was in and that is a great future for me and the kids.