Hi everyone, I am done for the day and wanted to touch base with all of you, see how your doing and share my latest faux pa. The last few days have been quiet here. My wife did not talk much more but has seemed more relaxed, until tonight.
She got home from work about 7:30 and grabbed some leftovers to eat out of the frig. The kids and I gave up waiting for her to eat dinner months ago. This weekend is parents weekend at my daughters college in Boston and she was telling me what we need to do to prepare. She was relaxed and chatty. At one point she asked me a question and I paused to ponder the correct choice of action. She must have thought I was not listening and asked again. That's where I blew it. I responded "I heard you honey, I am just thinking it through". The second the word "honey" came out of my mouth I knew it was a mistake. She shut down, stopped talking and quietly finished her meal. After dinner she spoke with my son, ignoring me and went to her room where she is now.
I know one thing, I am not going to apologize to my wife for calling her "honey". I am so disappointed in the state of my marriage. She must be so far down the rabbit hole that she can't see daylight. I won't give up on her but I am not sure she will ever want me in her life again.
