Avanti - I didn't think you were being tough on me. I love the way you see things so clearly, and love even more that you share your thoughts and ideas. Please, never stop!!!
Photo - I can't cry anymore...my head would literally explode! LOL I was just sharing/journaling...I'm fine. I try to share what's happening in my life, because I know people are trying to learn from what's going on in my situation, and I feel compelled to be as honest as I can be, in case it helps someone else.
I'm totally going to put into practice Avanti's suggestion to meditate on my positive outcome, though. I need to work out the steps to get there, and until I really see what it is I'm longing for, I can't decide how to get from A to B. I kind of look at it as a map. I want to get to the park, but there are streams, roads, and mountains to bypass to get there. I need to visualize the path, or something awful could happen and I would never arrive!