Nerd Alert: I really like Britney Spear's, ""Toxic".

Lost, so happy to see you checking in! I've been praying for you, your dad, and the rest of your family. Please update us as soon as you can?

On a somber note, talked to H last night. He had more to tell me, I guess. He volunteered that he and OW had been planning to move away together. Thanks H. That makes me feel so much better! He says she told him when he broke it off with her that she was changing her number and moving without him. She never wants to see him or talk to him again.

I reminded him, quite calmly, that we didn't have to talk about it. I meant it when I told him I wouldn't be bringing it up outside of MC. H said, he knew, but he wanted me to know. I said okay and changed the subject.

So today, of course, I'm not quite upset - but almost. He was going to run off into the sunset with OW? Why bother to tell me that? Is he trying to make me so devastated I can never recover? I don't understand it at all.


Me: 48 H: 50 - Married 21 - 3-S: 29,19,19 2-D: 27,26
BD: 08/2015 - D filed & OW disc: 09/2015

"Surrender to What Is, Let Go of What Was, Have Faith in What Will Be." -S Ricotti