Up until BD I heard my wife always playing "Bad Blood" by Taylor Swift. I can even remember thinking to myself, why does she love this song so much.
My D7 told me the other day that WW loves Photograph as well. Strange. Wonder who she is thinking about. She also played a ton of other Ed Sheeran songs and recently went to one of his concerts.
You are letting her take up WAY too much space in your head.
Everybody hurts. It's part of life. Don't miss the good stuff.