confused newbie 4

[dday]

I try to write 3 things a day that I am thankful for. Supposed to help rewire the brain. I'm all for giving that a shot. I know that my M, as it was, is over. I am trying to not let resentment build. I think that I give her the benefit of the doubt far too often, and that keeps me attached. This would be so much easier emotionally if I hated her, but I don't. I kinda feel sorry for her. I hate what she is doing, but not her. I am ready for this alien to leave her body though!