I hope you don't spend too much time dwelling on why you're holding on to some negative memories. There seems to be a lot of this going on here lately. Maybe we can chalk it up to the pending spring equinox?
After all, spring is a time for rebirth. In order to completely step forward, we have to acknowledge the past and all it had to offer so we can shut the door completely.
You and Monkey are in a really good place right now. Let that door close so you can concentrate only on what is in front of you. You can't change the past, but you CAN change your feelings about it--starting with not giving it any wiggle room and power over NOW.
Just keep smiling! You and Monkey have really come so far! Give that man a hug and consider yourself hugged too.
Betsey
"There are only 2 ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle."
