Sorry to hear that you are feeling down. I know it's really hard. Have you try to speak to IC about managing your anger? If it's one of the thing he mentioned about why he left; it might be worse a try?
I don't know how people can be so cruel. I'm guessing that maybe they see us as a reflection of them and they don't like it, so that's why they are do cruel to us.
What about your GAL? How is it going? What are your goal? How are they progressing?
