Need suggestions on the situation at hand.

She is basically asking me why I gave her old boss a sales commission instead of her. And the honest answer is I wasn't even thinking about her when I signed up.

I guess I should just tell her that... Now to build the courage.

M: 29 W: 28
D: 8 S:1
M: 10 T: 11
BD1: 8//15 (physically separate)
Back together: 4/16
BD2: 3/18, physically separate 6/18)
Here we are again.