It was for her approval if I look at it. I suppose I thought if I finally told her all this stuff maybe she'd see why I was the acting the way I was and she'd want to work through all that with me. But yeah she basically said thank you for telling me, you should have said something sooner.

I don't feel picked on haha. I definitely need the constructive thoughts.


M: 29 W: 28
D: 8 S:1
M: 10 T: 11
BD1: 8//15 (physically separate)
Back together: 4/16
BD2: 3/18, physically separate 6/18)
Here we are again.