It looks like a great program. I just don't think she would agree to go. The next one here is in January, and I assume everything will be final by then. In a very weird way, I think W needs to go through with this, before her eyes will be opened. I hope not, but I am afraid that is true. Pride, stubbornness or whatever. Maybe she needs to struggle with a couple months bills? See what Christmas seperated is like?
She can't find the motivation to try to "get past it". Needs the fog to lift? Hasn't felt a loss yet?
In some ways I wish it was over. One way or the other. I haven't learned yet how to let go. I believe I have too much riding on the hope she returns. Haven't found out how not to. She was my world for a long time.
35 3 boys Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....
