I do believe my issues with Matt are very entwined with my mom. Matt is my mom in a lot of ways. Very kind and gregarious outwardly, very narcissistic and sometimes mean to those closest.
I don't know. In the dream, I felt as if I was saying my goodbye or, at least, accepting where he is today. Sorta giving him a strange, painful blessing to make his own choices. I'm not sure.
For now, I'm going to go to Steak-n-Shake. Why? Because I'm NOT IN ALMOST CANADA ANYMORE! Woo Hoo.
Going to go have some Asheville fun ;-)
Please note: This may involve bongos, friendly hippies and street musicians.
Living the dream ;-)
Is it ironic that Matt who smokes weed daily is about the most anal, negative person I could now know and Heather??? She is house-sharing and smiling and laughing and loving life... Go figure!
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson
