I cannot say it's going well. I asked H to go get tested for STD's, and he doesn't want to. I asked if we were ever going to ML again, and he said he didn't know. I guess since I'm "blackmailing" him into staying with me (due to what D will cost him) he resents me so much he doesn't want to touch me.
He's also seriously resentful about having to break it off with OW. I don't know what to believe. I wouldn't break it off with someone I loved because of money.
Am I wanting too much, too soon? We haven't even started MC yet to work through our issues. I don't know if I should check in with him tonight, or not. If I do, it could be pressure/pursuit. If I don't, he may conclude I'm not going to forgive him and contact OW.
I obviously don't feel good about this situation. I know everything will take time to improve. But isn't H not calling me a bad sign? He's been fairly good about it lately, until a spat yesterday.
