It is so funny you wrote this, as I have been feeling the same way. It is as if we have this duality, this sense of "I want to have my family back, and understanding that she is going through something" to this other sense of "I don't deserve this, I have been there, I have been working with her and making sure that she till this day has what she needs"
I agree with you, we need to take charge of our lives and responsibility for it as well.
Lets continue to become better men and define our lives to our dreams.
M: 34 W: 33 S: 7 S: 14 months BD: 6/2015 Separation: 6/2015 Back and Forth between Home and Moms