Regarding the app, yes it is partly procrastination, but I also really like this lady and know I'll be more prone to keep it up with help. I took an intro class on meditating, but still feel clueless. This morning I managed to get up and shower before my daughter woke up, so I sat on the sofa for less than a minute and tried to clear my mind. Gonna need more help, can't lie.
Haha, I will try to talk very little about my situation, but I know it's one of the reasons she asked me out. She feels so awful on my behalf. I'll try to take the opportunity and live vicariously through her for a minute: Chanel bags and private airplanes. This lady is LOADED!
I have no plans to inform him on my CC. Like you said, I want him to casually discover that I really am changing, it's not just hot air.
