Cycling through emotions today, but normal emotions, thank God!
This knowledge really hurts. Suspicion? Painful. Really knowing for sure? Beyond devastating.
With every tear that falls, I keep hearing Vanilla saying, "tears are cleansing. They release the toxins from your system." I must be fully toxic, then, because I can't seem to stop crying!
No word so far from H today, either. Not sure if I should reach out or leave it be for now.
