Hi Sotto. I'm going to sound like a broken record here but I think Handsome Dan is a great way to see how you really feel. You e been through so much and handled it magnificently It has to take a toll how could it not ? Just because you have handled the sitch it doesn't mean you are able to move on and be happy easily.
I sometimes don't think you realise how strong you have been or how you stood up for you when others ( myself included ) struggled so much. It's also pains me to see how much your have to give and how wonderful you would be as a partner and yet you still feel ( most days !!! ) love for H I read your posts and genuinely would be envious of Handsome Dan or Goodlooking Geoff or whoever you choose I understand why you love H but as an outsider and a friend I, you are WAY to good for him
While I believe he's in a MLC , Sotto needs to find how she feels. I will be standing behind you whatever you do and I want only the best for you.
Your struggling at the moment and I wish we all had a DB button we could press and call the gang together whenever we needed that extra help on the bad days
I couldn't finish the post without saying. YOGA HOLIDAY !! ! Where do you come up with them. Your in the wrong job. You should be selling wild and wacky GAL ideas. Your a natural !!!
Take care lovely lady , I be checking in for regular updates and if I think it's needed I'll insist on another online date !!!!!! There , that will light a fire under you
