I asked him to make the pizza, but it's certainly not unusual for him either. Maybe he was fleeing a bit. We're friendly, but it's still a bit awkward. In the beginning he was never quite sure what mood I would be in, so that feeling of uncertainty probably still lingers. I think mainly it's guilt. As my therapist pointed out, he is still lying to me about the OW, but I think it's because he knows how much it will hurt me.
I think my next GAL will be to start meditating. I'm waiting for some more money and then I will buy an app from my "guru" Tomorrow I am having dinner and drinks with an old acquaintance. H will come watch the monkey, but I'm hoping to be able to put her down first, because he can't, so it totally messes everything up when he tries.
Also, I got my first CC today, so now I can start to slowly build credit in my own name. Very happy about that.
