It's been a while but I thought I would give everyone an update.
So much has happened and although I would love to go into details, I would be writing for hours and hours.
To summarize I was placed on leave from work because I was such a mess. In that time I got on a high does of Anti-depressants and I moved into a brand new townhouse that I love. I am 95% better and actually ready to move on with my life. She's still been seeing her OM but he refuses to leave his wife and I think my WW is sick of the games. Regardless I am ready to get papers signed and move on with my life.
I have started dating and met some incredible women. I see hoe many wonderful qualities these women have that my WW didn't. I've started seeing one of these women regularly and we've become pretty inseparable.
My kids love my new place and I'm right next to their school. My 17, 13 & 12 yr old sons want to come live with me full time. I'm still trying to figure out a way to make that work.
I'm working out, laughing, smiling, cleaning... Just getting back to the old me.
I'm so appreciative to everyone on here and their advice and love. I will keep updates coming in but I just wanted to let everyone know I am doing great and that light at the end of the tunnel is huge. There is life after an A and divorce.
BD Oct 2014 S Dec 2014 D filed Feb 20, 2015 D on hold as money ran out for attorneys and the marital home's future is up in the air
