confused newbie 4

[dday]

I'm not sure why, but I am kind of in a bit of a funk today. Maybe it's because the boys are leaving soon. Maybe because I know I will see her in a bit. Maybe because I haven't been around any of my support group the last few days. Probably because I have had several dreams of her wanting to work on us this past week or so, and I am expecting something, even though I am not being realistic. Plus I just had to call to get the gas turned on here for the furnace for winter. I guess in the back of my mind I thought I could be home by then? I don't know.

Miss my M that I had a couple years ago... wish I was building from there instead of waiting for fog lights to kick on.

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