Glad to hear you're doing better today. Brother, this stuff is hard. We all have those kinds of days. Our timelines are about the same in terms of BD - my WW laid the news on me back on 3/7/15 so it's been 7 months and I still feel the pain almost every day. Nowhere near as bad as before, and in my case, I've pretty much given up hope of R, so it has been a little easier to start moving on.
Keep doing what you're doing and keep posting here. Stay strong - there is daylight at the end of this tunnel.
Me 47 W 42 T 24 yrs M 18 yrs W living with OM BD1: 3/7/2015 (A with OM#1) BD2: 4/11/2015 (A with OM#2, W moves out) WW filed for D, papers received 9/18/2015. Meeting to determine child custody 9/29/2015.