I have been feeling a little better knowing W isn't coming back and even if she would things would never be the same.
I know this may not apply to you, but even when there is reconciliation, things will never be the same as before. For instance, you two are different people than when you were married. You grew and changed and so did she. But what that means is that one should never expect to go back to the old ways. Its a new path and a new day.
There are moments in this life when you are so confident in the rightness of your actions, that not even for a second do you consider the option that you might be wrong.
