Thank you EMmess, I have been feeling a little better knowing W isn't coming back and even if she would things would never be the same.

The trust is gone, the feeling of being, betrayed, deceived, lied to, cheated, taken advantage of, mistreated, etc. would be too much to overcome.

I've seen too much to get it out of my head and be "OK' with it.

Time to toughen up, the next bump on the road is coming, I'm in the middle of the storm but I can and will get through it..

I believe and declare that things will get better soon!

M35 W33 S14 D12
M14
ILYBNILWY 07/14
BD 7/14
S 5/15

"For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future"