Hugs can do that to you. Anything that you've been longing for and suddenly comes upon you can do that. I heard Brene Brown say "vulnerability is the first date after your divorce" and I had to pull my car over and start bawling. Yep, grown ass man crying in his car on the side of the road because of a sentence in a podcast.
You're doing great. Keep letting the emotions come and pass, soon enough they'll find someone else to pester.
Big e-hug,
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