Still riding the waves

[mleigh4]

Job, reading your post over again. As you know, my frustration comes a lot from H not talking to me about the reality of our sitch. However, his actions are loud and I am finally starting to "see" them which is sending me spinning a bit. As if he has said, "this is my home now, still not sure how I feel about you. "

So are you saying to take his actions as words said and live my life that way? For whatever reason, I keep waiting to hear the words before doing so. Being H is far from a talker, I suppose I should read his actions instead?

Sorry if I sound a little slow, I get so foggy with this sometimes, emotions and hopes get in the way. I will keep rereading your post, I sense the knowledge there, just need to grasp it.