Still riding the waves

[mleigh4]

Lol! You guys are great. Thank you for helping me to feel not so crazy about this. I REALLY like the ITunes gift card idea!!

I suppose it's a trigger for him, just like we have them. One of my biggest is country music. Right after BD, H started going to a bunch of country concerts with his "new" friends., I was never invited. H never, ever, ever did this with me. I was convinced he was going with OP, what horrible nights those were for me. (Shudder)

I now have anxiety attacks when I hear country. No joke, I get this awful pit in my stomach, even commercials do it! I recently went through my Pandora list and deleted every single country station. I think H still uses the same Pandora account, so he won't be happy, but it felt good. I hit those delete stations with a vengeance!

So, I guess he is entitled to his triggers too. Apple is off the table, I will never bring it up!