Sotto sotto voce

[Sotto]

Hi Bttrfly, thanks for that. I'm pleased if my jumbled postings and wonky progress helps someone!

I had a nice day yesterday. Went out with a friend for afternoon tea and a chat. Been working away today and out with two colleagues for dinner after work. One of my colleagues mentioned she is interested in going on a yoga holiday. I've been thinking the same thing myself and told her so....we're thinking we may start with a weekend in the UK and see how that goes....new GAL plan.

Saw 'Handsome Dan' today & had a couple of little chats. He got a mention by colleagues tonight and I shared the story of him coming to my home town and saying he might look me up next time. Seems he is certainly single. D one or two years ago and 3 kids. My colleagues both really like him. All agreed it is early days for me....but all infavour of him and they said a casual drink with a new male friend at some point might be nice.

As for H, well I must admit I am just ready for things to be settled now. I don't want to still be M to someone who has been in a R with someone else for 18 months. Don't like the fact that we still co-own a house with possessions in it. Don't like the fact we still have a joint account. Today I feel as though I want to leave the whole lot behind and just move on. I won't actually do anything different as this is where we seem to be headed now anyway - but that's how I feel. I'm sick of being 'joined' with him now. Logically I know something could change at some point - but truly I'm not sure what my answer to that would be. Part of me now says - I've tried enough that I can move on knowing I tried to hang on in there for a good while - and wouldn't it just be easier to start again with someone else at some point in the future?

Just how I'm feeling tonight anyway - generally fine, but sick of H....