Have been in and out of your thread so I would not know how to answer this. I do want to say that our timeline and ages are very similar. You seem to be way abead of me in acceptance.
The letter sounds nice. Is it truly what you want and intend to do?
Me: 30's W: 30's M: 12yrs EA: Started 3/2015 MC Started: 4/2015 She moved out and served 6/2015 PA: Confirmed 10/5/2015 2 young kids
"If you do not stand for something you will fall for anything."