I know, I know, I know.... I guess I just like/need the constant reinforcing that I'm doing the right thing. And whenever I'm around him I start to doubt myself "should I be more talkative, should I ask about stuff etc etc.
Trust me, I'm clinging on to every word that came from Avanti, Mona and Rouky. Very good advice indeed. And yours too, Mahhty.
I so appreciate everyone who takes the time to read and respond to my desperate rants. Thank you.