It's Monday and time for a new thread. Last weekend marked the 9 month mark of my antiversary and things seem to be heading quickly towards the completion of a divorce.
I exist in two very different worlds still - one where I'm sober, excited for my future, and living a healthy, present, self actualized life. In the other, I'm still heartbroken and think and dream of my W on a daily and nightly basis.
Life is a mix of both worlds, some days are all in one, some days are all in the other. Some days they flip flop every 10 minutes. All in all, most days are exhausting.
I'll post the last two comments from my last thread as Wonka and V had both posted great thoughts about whether to have dinner with my WAW or not. I declined her offer but will see her tonight for Operation Dog Swap. She has become more available and open since filing for D, but is still moving the D on with efficiency.
My goal is to continue on the path to becoming the H only a fool would leave, every time I learn something about that process it makes me realize how much I still have to learn. I'll put myself down as a very bright 7th grader who is determined to get a Ph D. The road is long but I'm committed to walking it.
As always, thank you to all of you on this board for your support, wisdom, and guidance. I would not be the man I am today without you.
PP
M 39 W 36 T5 M3 BD - 1/15 Separated - Same Day Served 9/15 D finalized 6/17
