Thanks photoka- I always realized how much I loved him. But his main complaint that I never told him enough that I loved him. I know that my actions over this past year have been very clear as to my devotion to him (not in a begging or pursuing way - in a giving him space, validating way - almost to the point where he was the one who was able to completely detach - me? Not so much)
Thanksgiving was good. Good for kids good for family. I honestly don't know how H could say (as he did to his dad) that he has never been happier - he didn't see any of his kids - and just the day before he told me he WASN'T happy ????? I know I know it's the fog!!!!!!!!!
