yes Azzwork, I have realised very early on that there really is nothing I can do to help him. There is nothing now that I can do for the exM but to wait for him to pick up the rope.
But the problem now is I am second-guessing myself. By now, I am feeling rather tired. At the risk of sounding annoying, I am starting to wonder what it is that I want for myself at this point.
Prior to the D, I tried my best to do what I could for a second chance for the M. Because I am stubborn that way. Which was one of his major complaints. Ha! The irony didn't escape me, but it did escape him.
Which leads me to Sunny's question....
You can call me Dory/ Grl.
As a wise fish once sang,"Just keep swimming!"
It's no use to go back to yesterday because I was a different person then.
