Wow. That's powerful, O.

I love that H wanted to blame you...what is it with these Walkaways that makes them blame EVERTHING on the LBS? They must all share the same character defect. Losers.

As you can see, I'm feeling little empathy and understanding for the spouses who abandon. Drop by my thread and you'll understand why. Too much to go into here. Let's just say events unfolded in such a way that my brain went lopsided, and the depression I battle daily almost won. If God had given me the okay, I'd have taken the express route out of this life and on to the next. I hate dealing with this stupid ailment! Every single day, I have to figure out what is truth and what is depression talking. That's WITH medication to help. I'm tired of it...little wonder H got tired of it, too.

Back to you...I am so, so proud of you! You're doing great. You have come to some very important realizations. I am still shaking my head at all the phone calls to you. I don't know if I'm more amused or disgusted with your H regarding that.


Me: 48 H: 50 - Married 21 - 3-S: 29,19,19 2-D: 27,26
BD: 08/2015 - D filed & OW disc: 09/2015

"Surrender to What Is, Let Go of What Was, Have Faith in What Will Be." -S Ricotti