[BrightFuture]

Some more thoughts… The FB thing. I was going to post about how I was not checking H’s page, because I’m not friends with him and I cannot see what he is posting there anyway. All I can see is what the mutual FB friends post when they mention H in their posts. I haven’t seen much of that until last week. For some reason H decided to post some of his updates public. And a few our mutual friends have been sharing his posts or tagging him in theirs.

Haven’t heard from my son and his GF since Friday when I called them to make sure they made it to the vacation home (they left at 7 pm and were driving after the dark, which made be worried.)

Last night I had a very strange dream with H in it. All I remembered when I woke up was the image of H standing there… He said something about his life being so difficult… All I remember that he looked like he had such a huge burden on his shoulders and a tremendous pain inside that he could barely handle. He looked like he was going to explode from that pain. At least he got his AD meds, LOL.