Took kids to a pumpkin farm today, with a petting zoo, train ride, and lot of fun activities. They really enjoyed it and weather was perfect so nice way to spend an afternoon. No word from WW all day, and I'm starting to get used to it. I still feel mildly depressed on and off throughout most days, but it's more of a dull ache, and not the sharp stabbing pain from before. When the kids and I do new things, like today, I often think how WW is missing out and she would really enjoy it if she were around. But I don't let it spoil the fun for the rest of us. Hopefully that too will fade in time.
One thing I forgot to mention in my last post was that WW informed me yesterday that OM was dropping out of the biker club. Guess there's a lot of drama with it and he's had his limit. Not sure what to think of it, but overall I would rather the kids NOT be around someone in a biker club so guess it's a good thing. I don't believe it will last, but I'm not going to spend much time worrying about it. That means social life will probably slow down for WW and OM, and again, I'm hoping that's a good thing and WW will start to be more interested in being a mom again. I'll just take it day by day and see how everything pans out.
Me 47 W 42 T 24 yrs M 18 yrs W living with OM BD1: 3/7/2015 (A with OM#1) BD2: 4/11/2015 (A with OM#2, W moves out) WW filed for D, papers received 9/18/2015. Meeting to determine child custody 9/29/2015.