Tinydoc's first post, 5 months in.

[TDball]

Thank you, both of you. This is really difficult, because I'm so mad at him. I feel like its hard to DB when I'm so angry.

Today I again did the opposite of DB and vented at him over text. Then we had some lighthearted chat, and I apologized for not making him feel appreciated, and said I felt sad about that. He said something along the lines of that he's sorry too, he never wanted us to end up here.

I said that I didnt think we did enough to make sure that this was how it had to be, and then changed the subject. We didn't talk more about it.

Part of me thinks that divorcing might be better off in the long run, but I'm pretty lonely right now. I wish we at least tried marriage counseling.