Thanks you guys, I really appreciate your input. It's a tough call for me. I see everyone's point and will have to sit with the decision overnight.
I feel that DB'ing would say to take this opening and use it, but I guess what I'm bumping up again is whether I'm still DB'ing or not - or if I'm DB'ing just to make myself a better man or with the idea that I want to R my M. DB'ing keeps you open in my opinion as it keeps that tiny bit of hope alive. I haven't had that since I got served and have been processing the full effect of the loss.
Thanks again for commenting Mutatio, Fogg, and Azz, I value all of your opinions greatly.
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M 39 W 36 T5 M3 BD - 1/15 Separated - Same Day Served 9/15 D finalized 6/17