Is it OK to ask you a question? If so consider this, if you were sitting somewhere people watching and you saw someone who was angry would you think they were capable of, or making good decisions?
I am not saying, "don't be angry", it is natural to be in such a frame of mind, you should acknowledge it and allow it to take its course.
Even though you think your mind will never change, it probably will (to what is uncertain) once you have had time to let the anger out. If you aren't convinced of this, did you think that you'd ever feel the way you currently do about your W on the day you were married?
Keep posting Mars, it's all part of your process and there are many here who want to help, allow us to share your load, even for a while, it may help you in more ways than you can imagine.
There are many here, including me, who would testify to feeling exactly the same as you at one point and they changed, in no small way, as a result of posting and realising others felt the same. It's all anonymous, so you can say what you like, no one gets offended.
- Nobody has ever learnt anything important from happiness and success; problems make us grow - Consult your plan, not your feelings - If you haven't set goals, how can you expect to achieve anything?
